That you’re never gonna ever take away from me*
So you come in and make me say things that literally make me shake, make me wanna go run about ten miles. But I can’t because I have stuff to do. Most of which is made of the hurry up and wait game. It’s quite obnoxious.
Well I guess everyone has someone in their personal life that has this affect on them every time you’re in their presence. I think the bad thing about these people is that sometimes you are forced to love them, love the sinner hate the sin, it’s harder than it seems. Life is complicated, and it seems to get more so as I get older. People are so selfish they don’t even happen to realize what the date is. How hard is it to say Happy Birthday. Especially when you see the person in public.
I just can’t understand how this is possible, it is just irrelevant to my mind how cruel people are. They lie, steal, cheat, and so much more. Yet they feel no remorse for what they have done. It makes me sick, sitting here typing this out is just about the only way I can handle not vomiting right now. I think what appalls me the most is that the ones that hurt you the deepest are the ones that mean the most to you.
I thank God for you helping me get the better life but I absolutely can’t stand you or anything you do or say. I had to tell you how I felt today, I just hope maybe it won’t make the mess we are in any deeper, because in all honesty I think I just might drown.
I’m getting on without all of your complications, but if you come around again I will personally ask you to leave, because this family just can’t take it.
~D
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt, because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything, because of you I don’t know how to let anyone else in, because of you I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.- Kelly